hi ladies x i have got so much going on at the minute its crazy x me and h2b have been talking for some years now about moving many miles away canada to be exact x h2b has family over there x anyway we have been looking at some houses to rent and some jobs x but h2b said not to bother looking for a house to rent yet as his uncle has a guest house on the back of his garden so we could just stay there till we find a home and school for kids x we have just applied for a visa hoping to hear something back by the end of the week x we are also trying for another baby and we have bought the wedding forward to either feb or march this year x all we are going to do is have a very smal intimate wedding with just close family and friends x then by the end of this year we hope to be in canada x but the wedding day is going to be the happiest day of my life as i love my big ape to bits but its not going to be as special as i want it with a party or anything x but when we move to canada we are going to get our vowes thinged (cant remember what its called lol) im still going to be wearing my dress x i got it in december god i didnt tell use x my bad x we havent had the best few years with losing my grandparents and uncle within 4 months of each other then people ringing social services on us for supposedly neglecting my kids then me and h2b had split i moved house then we got back together x then i found a lump which has gone now x so moving away and a fresh start too everything will be really good for us x god i can talk lol x i do apologise i dont mean to go on x i thought it would be hard for me to leave my mum and stepdad but to be honest im not really bothered x but i dont think i could of went ahead with t if my grandparents were stil alive x wel thats it ladies al i had to get off my chest for now lol x i think theres enough x thanks for listening (well reading) x x x x x