My nerves have finally arrived :S It started when Ross' wedding ring arrived, I got him to try it on to make sure it fit and I got this weird feeling (freaky but not bad) and told him to take it off because I couldn't get my head around him wearing it - insane I know! Since then I've been plagued by nightmares about my dress not fitting properly, tripping up on my shoes, fluffing up my poignant words in church, my brother not turning up so Ross has refused to go ahead, I even had a nightmare that my mum burnt all my hair off with the curling irons and we took a wrong turn in the wedding car and we ended up on a ferry to Ireland!!
I never thought I'd be nervous because despite everything I know Ross is my one and only and I can't wait to marry him. I guess this is healthy and normal but I'm so freaked out! (I'm on here at this time of night because I'm petrified of going to sleep for the dreams - I must have lost the plot!!) xxx
It's right what they say
"The course of true love never runs smoothly"
But if it had been easy then we wouldn't love each other as
much as we do right now - 1 week to go :D
CommentAuthorVintageChic
Awww hun, try not to over think it. You don't want the fact your stressing about it to make them occur even more lol.
I'm pretty positive everything will be perfect for you on the day xXx
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CommentAuthorloubyscooby
Come on Kerry, remember all that you two have been thru already. Nothing else willl happen you are just adding pressure. Take it easy, relax and enjoy the next few months xx
CommentAuthorTrish Goddard
Yup my nerves have kicked in also....
Now everything is paid for and i only have 114 days to go im starting to panic lol Kerry im sure you will gorgeous and everything will be fab.... Try not to worry too much!! xx
CommentAuthorRachie :D
Don't worry Kerry trust me after what you two have been through come rain it shine Ross will turn up & it will go ahead. I think even your evil in laws will turn a corner (hope that's been better hunni) all will be fine and you will look beautiful xxx
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The Crazy Cat Lady and the Transformer Man!
I'm sure it will all be perfect but I'm one of these natural born worriers/mental perfectionists and for some reason I seem to think I work better under stress and pressure (I so don't lol) I think it also comes down to the fact I've been let down so many times in the past by my exes and I keep looking for this major flaw in Ross that isn't there - 16 years of us knowing each other so I know it isn't there but it doesn't stop me looking. Sorry, I must sound totally bonkers :P Yes, it'll be alright on the night hehe
raekim - things are back to being ace with the FIL, he knows I'm not a horrible moo and understands why I got so upset. SHE is still being her 'lovely' self. I don't know if you read what I wrote to Ross on my FB status through all that mess but because I snapped about her trying to put the stoppers on the wedding she's taken that as me sl@gging her off and taken real offence to it, apparently what I said wasn't ok but it's alright for her to wander around Wetherby calling me every name under the sun to anyone that will listen - hypocrisy much?? I've given up hope that me and her will ever be alright and actually I'm ok with that, for Ross I'll hold civil tongue, just hope she has the same amount of respect for him tthat I do
xxx
It's right what they say
"The course of true love never runs smoothly"
But if it had been easy then we wouldn't love each other as
much as we do right now - 1 week to go :D