Im having a little melt down ladies. I just feel like crying.
I have very low selfesteem and I am so worried about how I will look on my wedding day. I really believe I am the ugliest thing on the planet. I can't get images out of my head about me looking hidious on the day!!!!! When I had my make up trial I hated it, I nearly burst into tears in the womans chair! Im struggling to find someone to do hair, I haven't a clue how to have my hair because I believe I will look ugly no matter what!
Right now I feel like cancelling the whole thing!!!!
Kirsty xxx
Was 14 st now 11st 10lb
CommentAuthorJODY
Hi Oct12 bride!!
You will look beautiful on your wedding day!! Everyone has insecurities but try not let them get in the way of you enjoying your planning or especially your big day! Remember, the person you are marrying has chosen to marry you! Out of millions of people in the world your the one who caught their eye, who they want to spend a lifetime with! Try not to be so hard on yourself. Write down all your good points. Everyone has flaws but its all about highlighting the good bits :) xxx
CommentAuthorlala "mod" bunni
Right lady i have just been to your pics to see what thei "awful" person looked like ....and ....... you have the most beautiful shaped eyes and plesssssssssssss come to do my eyebrows like yours i cant do mine for toffee
I've actually just looked at your photos and your makeup trial looks great. Your skin is flawless and I LOVE what they have done with your eyes! It looks so natural but so perfect!x
CommentAuthorRoxy
Huni i have days like this too, more so when I was on my pill (part of the reason I came off) Anyways let me start by saying you are beautiful, and if you don't belive me then ask your h2b! He thinks your so beautiful that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you! You must look alright in the morning lol! Stop looking for ideas and you will just see something one day when you're not looking and you will know. You are lovely, inside and out, please do not fret :)
ru havin a joke? get a grip lass!!!!!! or i will slap u!!
u r gorg! and ure h2b and every1 at the weddin will think so too!!!!!!! now stop it! n chin up
Engaged 27th November 2010
Hen Do Newcastle 2nd June 2012
Marrying the man of my dreams 11th August 2012!
Honeymoon To Jamaica 14th October 2012
CommentAuthor~feebee~
Kirsty, I know just what you mean. I have those feelings too. This week my hair is REALLY worrying me, it's hard to style as it quite fine and a pain in the backside. I feel like having it cut short and wearing a wig! I'm having facials to try and make my skin look a bit better. I'm 46 and have sun damage on my forehead for one thing, which can be faded, but not got rid of completely. I have a double chin so am trying to lose some weight to see if that helps, it never used to be like it is but I have put 2 stone on over the last ten years.
I've had a look at your pics and you look lovely, you just need a bit of confidence and a smile! ;0) x x
Finally Mrs Grove :)
CommentAuthorliannegoodwood
Oh Dear Oct12Bride! You look lovely in your trial! so dont get uset. I do understand how you feel, we all worry about how we are going to look on the day, but dont get all worked up xx
I can not wait to be Mrs Webster
CommentAuthormadhen
you're bound to be freaking out about it - there's no getting away from the fact that on your wedding day, everyone will look at you. but, on your wedding day, everyone is there because you are an important person in their life, and they want to share such a special day with you, and they're all going to look at you and see the amazing person they know and love and you'll be so happy that no matter what you wear you'll be radiant! besides, i looked at your photos same as everyone else and you really do NOT need to worry chicky, you're gorgeous ;) have you any good friends who could try out hair and make-up ideas for you? cuz it's easier with friends, you can be more open and don't feel pressurised to say that you hundred percent like what they've done, like you do when you're in a salon or whatever...
CommentAuthorSammyJo
You're beautiful Hun. I thought u looked nice after your trial, but maybe have another with someone else, find someone who makes u confident. You've lost loads of weight and you have a gorgeous gorgeous dress. I promise u will look beautiful xxxxxxxxx
Can't wait until the 14th July 2012!
CommentAuthorkirsty91
Hiya, Just wanna say I totally second jody and they eyebrow thing!! How amazing are your brows?! And you have such a feminine mouth, with beautiful shaped lips! I think all of us girls have our insecurities, but ots your special day, be happy, be proud and embrace your photos when you get them back. You truly are a beautiful girl. Keep your chin up and have fun planning! Xxx
Got together 24/03/2006
Engaged 02/01/2012
To be wed 13/09/2013
Kirsty and Ian xxxxxxx
CommentAuthorXbox widow
I've just checked out your pics and your a very attractive girl, you have nothing to worry about. Trust me you will look beautiful on your big day, which is on my birthday by the way. You just need to start believing in yourself. At least you have youth on your side. I'm 44 and stressing about my grey hairs showing on the day, we all feel like you its natural cos we are gonna be centre of attention for one day.
CommentAuthorLittleMissBossy
I also think you are very pretty - like a classic beauty with porcellain skin. You look quite graceful and elegant!
Does your h2b know how you feel? Is this an ongoing major problem in your life?
It’s so great to find that one special person
you want to annoy for the rest of your life....
CommentAuthorOct12bride86
Thanks ladies you have all made me feel loved!
H2B is sick to death of hearing me say im fat and ugly.. so much he has banned me from saying it and he shouts at me when I do.
My eyebrows are waxed by my beautician ladies I end up taking too much out!
Feel better this morning but I do feel hormonal. I think I am due on or something, I only get depressive when I am due on....
Kirsty xxx
Was 14 st now 11st 10lb
CommentAuthorSweetchilli
Wow your definitely not ugly and I like your make up trial. You look lovely. Big hug.
CommentAuthorLittleMissBossy
I get nasty towards other people when I'm due on - pms is an awful thing. Have you tried taking evening primrose oil supplements? It really helps with the mood swings and emotions brought on by pms!
It’s so great to find that one special person
you want to annoy for the rest of your life....
CommentAuthormrs-anni-oc
i sure wish i had your eyebrows,saying that any eyebrows would be a bonus for me lol i look like mr spok`s little sister. you look amazing, you are gonna be so beautiful on your wedding day with your dress on to, your H2B is gonna feel like the luckiest man alive x
