I dont know what's happened. I have been sooo excited about getting married, but all of a sudden today I have started to worry.
Don't get me wrong I want to marry my H2B 100%. But Im worrying about silly things - stupid things like -
What if I look crap on the day and no one likes my dress what if people dont turn up and they think its boring wedding
BUT the biggest worry is :
What If I dont get emotional. What If In all the worry and franticness of the day I just go numb and then just not enjoy the day myself.
Im sure that I will have an awesome time and Im worrying for nothing, but I just cant help it.
What if I regret something. What If I Get so nervous i make an idiot of myself.
I feel like crying right now and I have no idea why!!! I have been soooo emotional the last few days. I've fainted twice and been low on energy - and waking up at 3am the last few nights and not being able to sleep again. One min Im laughing my head off at something silly the dogs done and the next min I want to cry.
No Im not on my period. I have no idea whats going on. I'm not depressed either - I have nothing to be depressed about at the moment.
Sorry I dont really expect anyone to answer me - Im just venting on here because I feel so lost right now emotionally. Everything is numb but at the same time I want to cry - and not hysterically just quietly to myself for no reason!
OH MY GOD Im going mad!!!
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CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
sorry I now think this is in the wrong Category
I started off saying one thing and I just blurted out everything!
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CommentAuthorFaeth
Maybe all the excitement and stress has just caught up with you. To me it kinda sounds like you've been running on nervous energy and your body and emotions are just crashing as a result - especially with the disturbed sleep and fainting - I's say it's no wonder your emotions are all over the place.
I can turn into a blubbering wreck over the smallest things if I've not had good sleep sometimes...
"Of course I'm not wedding obsessed!!"
CommentAuthor~*~ Becca ~*~
all of what you said is perfectly normal hun!!!!
i was a rollercoaster of emotions before my big day..one day id be hyper and excited..the next id be worried and anxious..the following day id be sad cause my dad is no longer with us to have seen his wee girl get married....so things like that that made me a bit apprehensive towards the build up!!!
it only hit me on the morning of the wedding that it was happening and i got really excited/nervous and i look back and tink how silly it was to feel how i felt..but you cant help it!! just take some deep breaths....organise something to do thats got nothing to do with wedding and take some time out..that might help x
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CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
Thanks ladies.
I know Im being silly. I just didnt think Id feel this way - I knew people get nervous etc but I didnt think I would care! But Im human! lol!
Everyone has nerves but the day will arrive and everything will go PERFECTLY and youll think to yourself "im such a plonker what was i so worried about?" hehehe You'll look and feel BEAUTIFUL, the guests will have a FANTASTIC time and in all honesty on the day you wont care. Youll be too busy enjoying every single moment of your special day. Till then try to relax come on here and vent when you need and put your feet up!
ENJOY EVERYTHING, WORRY ABOUT NOTHING
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CommentAuthor~*~ Becca ~*~
good post hails :D
hey at the end of our wedding day both me and mike were absoulutely drunk!! he was downing jagerbombs and i was having big vodkas !!! its all fun
17.09.2010 ---I am officially Mrs Rebecca Mollins
Twilight - its' like my own personal brand of Heroin...
Edward Cullen - The Hottest Vampire since 1901 !!
I have OTD - Obsessive Twilight Disorder :D
CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
Jager Bombs!!! :)
My H2B doesnt drink (where as I enjoy it maybe more than I should having a bottle of wine maybe 2-3 times a week)
But The one thing that h2b does drink is jager bombs and Ive only ever seen him drunk twice the whole time we've been together!
I might have to get some jager bombs for the wedding to losen him up a bit! hehe!
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CommentAuthorx~Hails~x
Ermm whats a Jager bomb?? LOL
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CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
hahaha - Lordy lord, I dont know exactly what it is other than a spirit you usually drink with red bull!
Its very sweet and very easy to drink!! eeek!!
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CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
I think part of the reason Ive been so up and down as well Is Ive been very confused and stressed about 2 other things.
First of all my MOH has just split up with her husband and she is my SIL to be and my Best friend, but I work with her husband so am a confidant to them both - which is stressful and tiring!!!
And secondly - I have started contemplating the whole kid thing! which is madness! I have reached that stage where my body and heart are telling me I want a baby but my head is exploding with the though and is saying 'NO WAY!' And I think thats really taking it out of me.
I mean there is NO way Im getting pregnant before the wedding thats for sure!! But Im worried My hormones might take over once we're married and it is just NOT practical for us to have a baby now!!
Stressed!
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CommentAuthorAtaraxia
*sings ballads and epic love songs about Jagermeister*
It's herby and tasty and sweet and goes will with everything :)
Got married 27th June and blessed on July 5th 2012
Finally Mrs M :3
Love, love... Here we are.
CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
hehe Ataraxia! :)
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CommentAuthor~*~ Becca ~*~
yes hails..its basically a shot of a drink that u drop into a glass of red bull and down :D
17.09.2010 ---I am officially Mrs Rebecca Mollins
Twilight - its' like my own personal brand of Heroin...
Edward Cullen - The Hottest Vampire since 1901 !!
I have OTD - Obsessive Twilight Disorder :D
CommentAuthorXLittleMissMe!X
Don't worry I'm being just as silly and it is feeling very real now. I'm up and down all the time with my emotions going from excited to nervous. I know I'm going to ball my eyes out and not be able to say my vows but who cares what other people think?
CommentAuthorAtaraxia
Sorry haha, I kind of hijacked your thread with my Jager-crush :P Last year we found a shop in Spain that sold the huge bottles for about £10... I actually considered it a high point of the holiday haha and told everyone who would listen! Also once I was on a night out and they called last orders... I went and got myself a jagerbomb and was carefully carrying it across the dancefloor, when some stupid boy who was dancing like a fool bumped into me and knocked most of it all over me and my brand new CREAM dress... I was so angry, haha - it was his friends that had to pull him away quickly when they saw my face!
Got married 27th June and blessed on July 5th 2012
Finally Mrs M :3
Love, love... Here we are.
CommentAuthorAtaraxia
But on topic - it;'s normal to feel nervous. It's a big day and a huge commitment and feeling all over the place is just your way of dealing with it!
Sometimes I sit and try to imagine how I'm going to feel on the day... it makes me feel all weird and nervous but excited too :)
Got married 27th June and blessed on July 5th 2012
Finally Mrs M :3
Love, love... Here we are.
CommentAuthorleafy
i know how you feel bout the baby thing im the same at the moment acctually off to doctors on thursday to talk about health wise having a baby after the wedding its been making me very emotional and putting silly questions in my mind keeping giving alfie beagle big hugs to keep me sane lol im sure your beagles would be up for big hugs to, Im listening to all the advise on here and trying not to worry now xxxxx
very happy wife
after a perfect wedding
CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
Leafy - I know this sounds crazy but as a fellow beagle owner it might make sense to you
Last night I was watching a film with H2B and he was holding Ray in his arms like a baby and she had fallen asleep.
And I grabbed her paw and started rocking it saying 'oh she's cute' and he smiled but said 'Don't do that Ive just got her to settle' just as if she was a really baby!
And the way he is with them - treats them like human babies, and the way he is with his 2 year old nephew - It just makes me really broody! But My head says NO!!
Argh!
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CommentAuthorleafy
it makes total sense alfie is like a naughty little toddler at the moment but loves us both unconditionally and the idea of having a child that gives you that feeling too, and also how much alfie loves children to makes me want them even more , matt is coming round to the idea of kids its scares him i think but he knows he wants kids xx
yeah beagles are amazing with kids. Here is my 2 year old nephew who loves to hug, kiss and just generally play around with the dogs and they love him.
Dont worry about the worrying thing... its normal, wait till you get sleepless nights and when you do sleep, weird dreams! lol - it is normal so try not to think about it too much! x
Very very happy as Mrs Erica Trow
I feel like the luckiest girl in the world! xx
CommentAuthorOct12bride86
Those pics are adorable.
My daughter was a suprise, I wasnt trying with her at all but with my son we tried for a few months and I can honestly say I felt no more ready to have my son than I was pregnant with Leah. My honest opinion is (just my opinion here) no matter how much you want one or how much they are planned its really hard to be totally ready for that possitive test... Thats how I feel hope this doesnt offend anyone..
Kirsty xxx
Was 14 st now 11st 10lb
CommentAuthormcewan07
It is collies i have (the kids and dogs are in my photo album) they are as good as gold with the kids, they jump all over them pull their tail poke at them and never once do they snap or growl.
As for nerves i know how you feel, i am getting more and more worried, part of me wishes i would get more worried, as the state im in just now is slightly worried to the point of eating more, rather than too worried to eat ( in other words i am gaining rather than losing weight lol)
CommentAuthorCharlie
Do you know I think that being emotional, up and down is now the norm. I burst into tears on H2B the other day and he is now convinced I am a totaly emotional wreck. Normally I never get upset and am very stable, but this wedding business has changed all that and I dont know if I'm coming or going. Take some vitamin B6 - thats what I have been told to do ;)
CommentAuthorRhiannonollie
What does B6 do?
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CommentAuthorsuzky123
we all have little worries. its natural for example I too am worried about the dress but its tough... i realised its what I liked and thats all that matters. in terms of no emotion... i dont think thats an issue as emotions will be sky high so I am more worried that I will be a blubbering idiot. I doubt you will feel numb. Calm down about it... i wont be boring people are happy to go to either a simple or lavish affair... they dont care as long as they get an invite to share your day.
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