My grandad has prostate cancer, and it's been controlled for a few years, well he went back the the hospital because his prostate had inflamed again.. And they told him he had to go back for his results the end of june.. I thought.. "oh good, they're not rushing him back.. can't be much to worry about" Well they phoned him up this week, and he has to go in again on MONDAY!! :( I am soo worried. I don't know what i'll do if anything gets worse. I can't lose him I love him soo much! He's my only grandad I have left! And I feel so bad, because I was saying on wednesday that I was glad he wasn't going back til june cause it meant the results weren't urgent. But then it was thursday he got the call to go in early! I also had an awful dream last night, where we were coming back from his funeral.. I'm hoping that the dream is only cause i'm scared! Cause When I have bad dreams they tend to come true.. And I can't bare for this one to come true! :(
CommentAuthorMrs Steph Lapworth
Roxii i know what your going through i lost my grandad to prostate cancer and he died 3 weeks before he was due to have his op to have it removed. Fingers crossed that he is ok hun and try not to worry i know its hard but u got to be strong for him. Lets us know how he gets on big hugs for u xxx
Love Steph xxx
28th May 2011
Is Now Mrs Lapworth xxx
CommentAuthorRoxii
I know, my grandad Ford, He had prostate cancer, but it spread to terminal cancer and we lost him when I was only 8! I can't go through that again.. I need him, he's my rock! Thanks though, it's not nice.. But comforting to know i'm not alone.. x
CommentAuthorJilly Bean
I can totally sympathise hun. My dad had colon cancer and it was a terrible time. Eventually he passed away but the whole two years prior were a rollercoaster of emotions. He was ill then he was recooperating then he was ill again then he went into remission. It was totally unsettling and worrying. All you can do is try and stay positive, for your grandad at least. Its a hard time and my thoughts are with you and your family xx
CommentAuthorMrs Steph Lapworth
If it helps try and make the most of the time u do have left with him cos then if anything does happen which i really hope it doesnt for your sake then at least u know u was there for him xx
Love Steph xxx
28th May 2011
Is Now Mrs Lapworth xxx
I know, well he moved away, and we only really kept intouch when I went to the caravan (they moved around the corner) and on FB and by phone. But now he's moving back to rotherham, because he's that bad.. :|. It's just so hard though, becuase he doesn't talk about it to women, he's so preserved, like he has NEVER said a swear word infront of a women. And he refuses to talk about what's wrong or how it's making him feel! :( x
CommentAuthorMrs Steph Lapworth
Yeah my grandad was like that he didnt like talking about it either he was to proud xx
Love Steph xxx
28th May 2011
Is Now Mrs Lapworth xxx
CommentAuthorEmsy5000
Oh that's no fun at all thinking of you and your family Big hug
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CommentAuthorkirsto
Oh Roxii thats horrible I hope everthing works out for you and your grandad, i agree with the other girls make the most of the time with him just now...will say some prayers for you and sending hugs xxxx
CommentAuthorRoxii
Thanks girls. It makes it just a little bit easier to talk to someone.. but I can't really tell my mum how I feel cause no doubt she feels worse than I do, afterall he is her dad. x
CommentAuthorDaffy
Aww no, stay positive hun. Big hugs xx
Daffy
CommentAuthorbabycham79
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awww hun thinking of you and your family x my mum started chemo last month for myeloma and its been an emotional time for us all but im staying positive that she will be ok for my wedding ive told her im gonna get her a wheelchair and decorate it for the wedding if i have to cos she gotta be there xx
CommentAuthorRoxii
My Grandad has not longsince got back from his appointment... His Lymph nodes are swollen :( Not Good as this is how the cancer starts to spread. So they're Keeping an eye on him.. then god knows what :|
CommentAuthorskitty666
aww huni sorry to here but hopefully nothing comes of it again! my mum and nan both had cancer and it got too much for my mum as it keep coming back! keep your chin up hun big hugs xxx
CommentAuthorLittlegerald
I'm really sorry to hear this babe. I know how you feel lost 2 grandparents to cancer...I hope you will be ok.....we're all here for you to talk to xxx
CommentAuthorsbride
My fingers are crossed for you hun. Been going through it with my mum, she is in remission at the mo thankfully. Lost my grandad 4 years ago though so I know how hard it is. Just stay strong and be positive xx
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CommentAuthorSuzi
Oh hun im sorry your going though this... I hope he can battle this and overcome it (((BIG HUGS))) x x x x x
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CommentAuthorbabycham79
aww im sorry hun thinking of you x big hugs from me too xx
