i had a dream that i went mental on my wedding day and was screaming and crying. I was so upset in the dream that i was snapping a plastic clothes hanger with my bare hands cos no one was listening to me or helping. The problem is i can see me doing that (not snapping a plastic hanger!!!) on the actual day cos of stress and nerves and excitement. I have Bi-Polar and just organising the wedding sometimes is enough so send me manic which is a bad thing esp if i'm on my own and there's no one there to help me calm down.
i'm supposed to have a visit from my mental health worker every couple of weeks but she's been off with being ill and having a death in the family and i havn't seen her since March.
I'm now not feeling very Pro-wedding.
CommentAuthorLaticschick Holland
Im sure everything will be fine hun. Just remember its THE DAY! don't go in to it thinking bad thoughts go in to it thinking YES this is it. Im going to have the time of my life and NOT get stressed
CommentAuthorx~Hails~x
is there no one else you can see instead untill she gets better? Just remember we are all here if you need to vent babe
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CommentAuthorLedZepLover
Don't panic, you just sound anxious. Try and relax and forget the wedding for a while. As Hails said is there anybody else you can see while your usually mental health worker is unavailable? Other then that I think talking (or typing!!) about it will help you feel better in the short term x x x
CommentAuthordebs x
I think my Daughter is bi-polar but dont know how to go about things she is 17 and sometimes life with her is a nightmare is it easy to have this diagnosed x
