Firstly, i just tried my dress on again, and having lost over a stone since i last tried it on (when it was tight) it is now hanging off me! Like, really big! I will obviously need to have it taken in and while i should be thrilled it just feels like it has given me something else to worry about.
Then i get home, looking forward to seeing my best friend / bridesmaid......... i was looking forward to a natter with her to share my dress concerns etc....
Also, i found out today that i passed my recent uni module, sat the final exam in october and got my results today so kinda figured she would want to come over for a celebratory cuppa with me about that as well, especially as i have been over to hers when her results have come in etc..... and even cooked her dinner last night with her oh as she got results for one of her modules yesterday.
We live in the same street and would on these occassions usually have a cuppa with each other at one of our houses before getting the kids home and settled, but as her kids were with their dad it would be her coming over to me.
Any way i got home, and she was over the road in our neighbours house with her oh. I get on ok with this neighbour she is a lovely girl, but then she just waved and i went in to my house. I was washing up and saw out my kitchen window her ex drop the kids at the neighbours house so she didnt even go home to get them settled.
I am feeling a bit put out which i know is irrational but with me finally getting my results through, and the dress thing, and generally wanting to see my best friend / bridesmaid and have some form of a celebrationary bounce of excitement or something...... but just feels like as much as i was there for her when her results came through she is now not interested in repaying the favour :( She was over there sunday night as well for dinner with all the kids.
I am all for her having other friends as i do to..... but i just feel rather put out and lonely with her only being across the road but not even running over to say well done or ask how the dress fit or anything :(