Well, my insensitive, annoying, chauvinistic (all the things I call him when he is here) OH has been away on his 'stag' golf week since Wednesday and I am lying here in bed, unable to sleep for the third night running thinking of all the ways he annoys me when he is here but desperately missing all of those parts of him too....I guess that through the past few weeks of tough times we've had and my depression rearing it's ugly head again (work pressures, money issues (which have all been alleviated now) also general issues with each other), being away from him for this space of time has been the jolt I needed to make me realise what I've got and why we are getting married after all!
Even my mam had said this weekend that I've been pretty hard work even for her this last few weeks and my friends have said the same, I think I should be lucky for what I have, a good man, gorgeous kids, a fabulous job, nice house, an amazing dream wedding coming up and two holidays to look forward to....yes when he gets back I'm gonna be a good girl...lol!!
Sorry ladies....just had to say it (and lying in bed alone, your the only ones to talk to)xx
About to marry the man of my dreams
Bring on 15/9/2012!!
CommentAuthorclbronze
Ahhh! It's nice to hear and actually makes me think about how much I really appreciate my H2B (who's currently in the kitchen cooking me dinner!) Not sure we tell them enough....
Met Paul on 01.06.08
Marrying him on 01.06.12
CommentAuthorHa_x3
Aww that's lovely hun I often miss sam when he's not home but wish hed go away sometimes haha xx
Mrs Lunn
08/05/12 was the best day of my life
& I love my husband with all my heart xxxx
CommentAuthorOfficialMrsField
I think sometimes it's far too easy to get fixated on the negative side of life and relationships, that we tend to forget to think about the good points! Rest assured that 24 hours. After he lands I'll probably be screaming at him again, haha...but for now, it's all about the love!x
About to marry the man of my dreams
Bring on 15/9/2012!!
CommentAuthorDonda
Awww, so true, we don't know what we have till they're away from us. I'm glad you're feeling brighter and looking forward to everything again. xxx
Met on 7th April 2008
Got engaged on 14th November 2011
Getting married on 12th December 2012
Looking forward to the rest of my life with the man I love
I just hope that in 11 weeks when I'm sunning it up and he is looking after our children he feels the same....i have had lots of messages saying how much he misses us and that tonight he wishes he was home having pizza night with us watching crap tv, awwww!
It's horrible not seeing a way out of things and feeling like no one cares, when in fact after speaking to friends and family this week I've realised I've in fact shut them out, I've got a lot of making up to do to Mr Field I think! :o)
But yes, feeling much brighter and getting mega excited about becoming a mrs now!xx
About to marry the man of my dreams
Bring on 15/9/2012!!
CommentAuthorhigginszajac
Yes you cant live with them sometimes but you certainly wouldnt want to live without them xx
CommentAuthorAntonia9
thats nice. i think its nice to have a little break from eachother every now and again, it really does make you realise how much you love each other. The saying absence makes the heart grow fonder is very true! x
Cant wait to become Mrs Purdie x x x x
May 4th 2013 - The day i get to marry my best friend
CommentAuthorPB
Its true absence really does make the heart grow fonder xxx
