ok im actually excited about joining the gym and going to exercise!
i never thought i would say those words.lol.
it has come to the point now where i no longer feel happy or comfortable in my own body.
since giving up smoking 2 years ago and being on steroids and medication and having my 2nd child i have gone up 2-3 dress sizes and i long to fit back into my jeans that were practically brand new and hardly worn. i look at myself in the mirror and hate the person i see. i wish i could be back to the woman my h2b fell in love with. he says he loves me no matter what i look like but how can he find me attractive when i dont feel attractive in this body?
so i have finally decided to do something about it and join the gym. hopefully this works as me and diets do not go together.lol
:D